I'm sorry that I can't be that guy you've been wanting and dreaming of. Sorry if I couldn't keep up to my promises and that I couldn't at least give more time to you. I'm sorry if you've been feeling ignored or taken for granted. I'm sorry but I can't just be perfect like what you've ever wanted. It's hard thinking that I couldn't be that guy for you. It sucks for me cause all I've been wanting is to make you happy but sadly, I've been a disappointment and I guess I'm just nothing. I'm just the same old guy who falls head over heels for you whenever we see each other. You know, I've been regretting that day when we became close friends and nothing more than that. I always thought "Why couldn't I be that guy who would love and take care of her?". Not like the others who broke your heart and just left you without even any notice. Well, I guess I'll just rely on destiny on how we're going to be in the future. 8 to 10 years from now, I'm seeing myself having a decent-paying job and my own family. Starting from this day up to 8 to 10 years and nothing happens between us, I would be confident enought to admit that we're not for each other and I've just wasted my time wishing and hoping that we were really meant to be. I will try my best to ignore and forget the feelings I'm having for you right now and just see ourselves as friends who mostly been with each other just for fun. I hate awkward feelings so I PROMISE that one day, I'll be admitting my feelings for you, even if nothing happened just for the sake of the closure and release the burden inside me. We'll see what happens. Still hoping and wishing for that day to happen. 20 years from now, I'll be telling this story to my children about that girl I fell in love with but we couldn't be together. Sorry future wife, I just need to relieved the past.

Show :: HIMYM S07E16
Mood :: giggly

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